Hmm..
Actually i juz reached home about an hour ago~~ tt is ard 0100 plus.. haha...
Hmm.. actually i din noe wat made mi went to his Clique Gathering...
haha.. yeah today's gathering wasnt mine .. was my fren's clique..
he juz sumhow called mi along too! haha~ mayb cuz im his fellow sister?
haha... tts great anyway~~
i enjoyed myself totally today~~
though sumtimes im nt sure of wat they are crapping or discussing abt ..
bt they are a bunch of nice n fun people!!! =))))
yeah~ Thanks Brother! =)
Ohya~~today i tricked them saying tt im from Taiwan! haha~~ n surprisingly everyone bought tt story!!! haha~ ~ they asked mi abt where i was born.. so juz said Hua Lian~ =x haha... i cant stand it.. n blurt out aft they start asking mi abt my life in Taiwan.. haah~~=x im such a no-lies ger la!! =x
Hmm... ytd hasnt really been the day for mi ...
Sum unhappiness occurs.. i dun wish to say ...
jus wanna confess here tt im not perfect...
i cant live up to ur expectations...
i noe u hav given up on mi totally..
u din even bother to contact mi today...
i dunno wat i can do to help in tis except praying...
i seriously dunno wat u are so unhappy abt wif mi? i tried improving n changing..
bt all these lead to juz another load of misunderstandings between us...
Wat can i do Lord to change the situation? Lord, please guide mi n help mi... haix....
Hmm...
Ook i m officailly in Holiday mood le..
suddenly realise i hv been surpressing my desires sia!!!
There are so many loads of books i wan to read n collect la! including Comics!!!!
ahx!!! i wan them all!! haha~~
i wan to read them all!!! haha~~~ =x
Hmm..
there's sth tt i hav realise over the week...
the person closest to u hurt u most...
the more care abt the person .. the more u start doing n tinking stupid things!
Ways of forgeting a sumone...
1. Learn to hate him...
( but still...how can u lie to urself n force urself to hate him? )
2. View him as sum1 who is v negative...
( can u forget his good pts? )
3. Delete the contact no.
( u bear to ? )
4. Delete the photos from ur phone.
( bt u hav any? n u bear to ? )
5. Minimise contact.
( can control ? )
6. Ignore him!
( i noe u cant do it! )
7. Juz forget it brother! =x
( let time do the work! )
