Life is sucky now~~~

Life sucks to the core now...

If someone ever ask mi which are the most sucky period of my life...
Hmm.. i honestly tink tt besides being ditch by he-whom-i-dun-wish-to-name.. perhaps... this willl add on to the other part big part of it?

Haix... they always say hard work pays off...
but tt is provided... the amt of hard work put in is sufficiant...
Now the question is ... how much is this amt of hard work?
Haix...

Today gt back a few time pieces...
scored quite badly.. super unsatisfied with my own results...
Hmm... i tried correcting my answerign style.. bt it doesnt seem to work on mi.. i statr to wonder.. shld i write back to my old style? cuz at least with my old style i score better... or shld i hybridise?

Haix.. i dunno.. i attempt n yet and again disappointed...
How i wish i gt a genius who is good at.. chem .. maths... cll n econs... who can lik stay with mi thru out this period till A's... i know i hav many loving frenz who are willing to b there to help mi with my subjects... but... Sorry to some.. i tis period damn stress le.. so i cant really control my temper.. n my best way of controlling them is to b "cold" to all... tt is after 19 yrs of experience best solution... still trying to work things out for this particular area la... for another group of frenz.. im nt tryign to say ur studying method is lousy.. perhaps.. is juz dun suit mi... everyone hav their own learning style.. n sway sway our styles nt the same lor.. so... ya... Bt i noe u gusy are v loving ppl la.. =)

Hmm.. wow ... a lot of times think the creator of Blogs.. or on line diary damn zai la.. haha.. cuz after babbling here... i feel nt so stress le! =)

Hmm... A levels is officially one month away for mi! (all CLL ppl~ )
Hmm... Sometimes would you ( CLL) wonder... why Jing Yong.. Lun Xun..Lao She.. Wang Wei.. Dan Ying wrote so much so profound n mysterious stuff!!! -.0!!