who m i bluffing?

Today Ms. goh ask us how we feel about our H2 Math paper results?

Hmm... i told her terribly done... too careless.. tt resulted in my D grade.. haix...

My mum asked mi abt my result last nite...
I told her the truth~ ( haha~ im a guai ger!!! =p)
She says," not bad. Better than last years' result..."

Hmm.. i was browsing the net juz now... suddenly i yi shi liu again.. n realise sth.. as i tot abt wat she said...

Actually... i doing a lot better than last yr means tt im doing well?
scoring better = putting more effort ?
But is it enuff really?
n realise tt wif these D , E n U results = im nt disappointing any1?
Haix.. i feel so disappointed abt my results seriously... although i have been comforting the Jc1s tt is ok for them to hav such results.. but .. im a repeat student! taking the subjects again yet scoring so low.. n even lower than the freshmen!!! my percentile are oso nt consider high too! ( i guess...
Total disappointment..
Chem.. the sub i studied most .. scored worst! is lik OMG*~ feel lik banging my head onto the wall sia.. haix...

Sharon ah sharon, although u r scoring better than last yr, it doesnt mean tt u are putting enuff effort.. u are taking the A's!!! not O's anymore... where u can happily enjoy urself n nt maintaining constant work!

So.. frm today onwards, i m gg to really mug hard for every tests ( ok except maths.. cuz i c no pt... to mi maths is those depends luck thingy... as the qns mayb tricky yet easy for u to understand.. or tricky n u juz dun understand.. )

I wan score high nt anymore pass for my tests le!

Sharon GoGoGo~
You can do it!!! =)

p.S: any1 gt H2 chem tutors to reccomend? needed badly!