Thursday, September 27, 2007

Decent entry

Hmm.. i realise tt i havnt been blogging any decent entry?
Hmm.. hav I ? gt blog abt my promos stuff wahx.. haha~

Hmm... how ironic la..
was lik a few days ago so determined to do so many things..
today everything juz simply gave their ways to my emotions~
Haix... Nvm abt tt.. lata juz stay up study bahx..
fan zhen there's nth else i can do abt wat juz happened today...

Haix.. abt today~~ shld i feel happy or sad abt it?
Happy? cuz i heard sth i finally wan to hear?
Sad? cuz it may b i myself reading too much into the msg.. n at the same time the incident itself.
Actually.. i need to thank you..
Cuz i hav read frm some magazine tt crying is a best way to de-stress...
Had been keeping alot to myself...
starting to change to sum1 neither my frenz nor i ,myself can recognise ...

haha.. dear frenz Sorry n dun worry.. is for stressful period only~~

Sumtimes in sch really want to hide myself up .. or find a person to chat wif..
but... is lik forever no1 is willing to do such a job .. n lik i go where oso gt acquaintances ..
is it a blessing in disguise?
Mayb is a way of telling mi .. dun b sad n emo .. juz jia you n stay strong! haha...

Rmb telling 133 ppl .. if really cant take it..
juz pon a day .. take a rest relax.. urself.. n study at ur own pace at tt particular day...
Good rite?
how i wish i could do it tml.. i juz dun feel lik gg to sch tml.. was thinking all abt it juz now..
when i was alone sitting in the train... i look out of the window of the train..
saw tt big lake-liked thingy outside the window... then start to xiang hen duo...
haiyo.. i really dun lik to see tt anymore... cuz many memories will flow into my mind...
Rainbow.. Hmm.. how nice rite?

i sumtimes really hate myself ..
My emotions.. so uncontrollable..
haix... why .. cuz Of stress!
haix.. ya mayb you are rite i cant control my own temper when im stressed up..
haix.. i hate myself for tt.. why cant control.. why will turn to my oldest self ?
haix... bad tempered.. uncontrollable.. -.-!!! haix...
jiu ming ah! somtimes really find myself v blessed.. why? cuz i m given the ability of which no matter aft how horrible.. overwhelming incidents... all i need is a gd nap.. a short nap or jzu a night's slp.. all negative stuff will go away le!!! blesseD? DEFINITELY! =)
but still need find new destress way~

STRESSED = DESSERTS. ( or mayb food oso can?)
( haha ANYONE gt the hint?? =x )

Hmm.. enuff of my crazy stuff le la..
nw pls proceed to the older entry n enjoy the songs! =)

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