the closeness~

Haix... i really dun lik it.. u r sum1 i consider so dear to mi... yet all i heard abt u are from her blog...
u fell sick din tell mi .. ( ok my bad din notice it )...
u sprain ur ankle i know nth of it..( ok mayb im reallly tt not observant... u n ur unoewho so cloze i oso dunno as in i hav to ask u .. u din tell mi at all lik last time )...
u spent so much time wif her .. ( did u ever tot of mi at all)...
i noe u i dun lik ur unoewho ( so u din ask mi along but i really miss gg out wif u ) ...

Haix.. i really tink u nv tot of mi at all..
all those u told mi are sweet talks..
u noe my fren asked mi abt u ? .. as in y we din go out.. i suddenly blank.. cuz i realise u nv initated to go out wif mi .. is always i initated.. haix... perhaps... tts why u nv tot abt asking mi out at all..

mayb if u say i always say i busy tts why.. but is an excuse to mi ..
bt if u were to ask mi out.. i will surely make time for u if possible!
but.. i noe it nv came across ur mind..

mayb all along im the one who is sticking n clinging onto u..
mayb is time i really let go...
mayb u r much better wif her.. seeing the photos u took..i really see tt u r so happY!

Perhaps she really has tt attraction? Cuz u r nt the only one attracted to her..
I cant b as gentle ,as sweet ,as patient , as thoughtful, as loving as her...
I told u b4.. she is near to perfect in my eyes already...
She is seriously hav everything i hav to live w/o~

Hmm... i tink now all tt i can do is really sit there n look at u from afar ..
seeing u happily enjoying urself with them.. =) is really enough le..
mayb if u notice mi .. i will say hi to u as usual..
but... wat i typed here... u will never noe is u ..
haha... so ambigious.. hw u gg to know?

Anyway... wanna thank u so much for wat u said to mi 2yrs back.. it really made my life different! =) !
u will b remembered for life by mi! =)
Thank God for u! =)