Er.. Personally i tink im a sicko..
cuz i lik to force myself to do things ...
which i dun really lik...
BUT! i dun like ppl to force mi into doing things i dun lik~
WeirD?
Hmm.. so today im here to stress myself with this Post! =)
Haha~ ps for those i stress accidentally!
Reality Check:
-A'lvl is juz 120 days away!
-topics i covered... NONE! -.-!
-CLL din manage to memo anything..
-For Blocks none of the paper is done completely!
-For Blocks none of the sub is really studied.
-For Blocks = Walking into the gate of Death.
-Tml tut all undone.
-My Stats Sucks.
-Forgotten all my Pure maths stuff.
-My Oraganic chem sux.
-My INorganic worse.
-CLL understand bt din memo.
-My Marcoeconomy Suckx.
Haix.. Bascially tml for mi is the real start of term two.. Prelims is juz ard 5 weeks away!
and for tml.. is gonna b a day full of humiliation n disappointments... i dunno how i gonna face it.. haix.. i tink i gotta stay v strong .. seriously.. i dunno wat i was doing for the past month ( june Hols) besides.. FAMINE CAMP N CHURCH CAMP OF COZ!
Hmm.. u noe wat? if i cant take all this rite.. i gonna do sth which i hav been pondering abt since May... I dunno if im adequate enough for it... Mentally n Physically... if i really feel tt i can carry so many stuff on the back of my shoulder.. n i feel tt im not getting help... i may juz let them go off... seriously...
I hate Stress... I m already accumulating a lot now... nt frm myself of cuz... i dunno wat to do when im stressed.. i tend to be hot tempered and snappy when im stressed.. haix.. i dun wan all this to happen again whenever im stressed... but seriously .. who can help? i dun tink any1 can understand mi .. really... is nt tt i m unwilling to share.. but most of the time.. i dun see the point... im those type where i dun see any point of helping if i were to share... i will not even bother to share...
Haix.. perhaps tts why i hav a blog?
Lol... u noe wat .. i tink is ytd.. sum1 asked mi ..how come i had so much to blog abt?
Haha~ u noe why? i lik to emo to my blog! =p haha.. not tt i lik acting emo n wan ppl to shower concern onto mi.. bt it is more of my style? lik... i tink im more of a text person... i cant really communicate well wif ppl... im serious... im born an introvert... im serious... i actually lik to stone at home n nt toking for the whole day is perfectly ok for mi ! =x haha~ or lik go to window shopping alone with my head set on so the sales wun tok to mi =x..
Haha ~~ Ook side-track le ... =x
Bye bye~ take Care~ All the Best to all who are taking Back their results ! =)
