Hmm... its been abt a week since i last blog rite?? ah.. my life .. hmm... is it worth blogging??? i dunno ... i dun care oso... i juz wan a place where i can juz voice out my tots...
tommy i misses u badly this morning when i juz woke up...
has been a rather slack week for mi!! i havent been doing anything for sch! Stressed!! Oops! hasn't been dancing... Oops!!!! need to buck up lots for the next dance pract....
Has been gg out early coming home late..
mum hasn't been happy abt it .. bt ... she dun even noe wat im gg thru?? perhaps she can sort of figure out a little.. bt .. she doesn't really know wat shit im in now..
threw my temper at her juz now.. it hurts mi to jus quarrel with her... bt i dunno why i juz cant stop tt stupid mouth of mine.. i wanna tell her im sorry .. bt my EGO is so big...
haix... no1 really noe wat im gg thru.. i cant blame any1.. cuz i choose not to reveal.. it is lik fishes prefer swimming in deeper waters( i assume).. so tt they can protect themselves at the same time to hide their vulnerable side.. oR a side tt they dun wan any one to noe.. u noe in the deep waters its v dark.. n v "hidden" fish can juz swim n b herself.. nt worrying abt anything else..
Haix... life is kind of sucky for mi ...
hope it doesn't get too sucky till out of my control?
i find humans are weird creatures... or perhaps creatures tt worries too much...
there are a lot of things tt u juz wan to do ... lik be together with sum1 or juz loving sum1 n expects no returns... yet it is usually the opposite tt we are doing.. it is usually stopped by our rational side...
haix... whatever.. enough ranting frm me...
im thirsty now.. gonna get myself a glass of water....
everyonE take Care! =)
