Hmm. I tink im genrally matured although fadhly keeps sayign tt i behave lik a kid.. bt i realise a certain aspect of me i juz cant change ... since young... which is...
I cant force myself to treat someone i think is a hypocrite nice.
I cant stand being a hypocrite...
I hate to act as if i like them ... ( ok nt tt extreme till i dun lik them ... bt juz neutral dun hav any gd feelings neither any bad...)
However.. in some situation..
im force to act as if i like them.. i hate it.. i honestly hate it..
it suckz to b hypocrite...
However... Thankfully.. im "saved" now! =)
I try my best to escape frm tt situation now..
Sometimes i would rather b a loner...
perhaps tts my reason ba..
dun wish to act as if i lik someOne~
n at the same time not wantng to offend anyone. =)
