哇！ 好久好久都没来这了!!!
I tink i kind of neglected this little so called private space of mine. I had been going out more frequently this sem compared to next, think is because i noe more n more ppl in UB. bt still pretty limited frenz ...
Hmm... i realise when im wearing specs in sch ... i feel kind of invisible.. think the impression is nerdy to most people.. im lik the background of the scenes happening in sch .. juz blend in ... haha..
even have people commenting mi as if im an introvert.. as in super shy... haha.. think she get tt impression due to my specs... people i met while wearing contacts juz lik kind of ignore mi ... pluz whenever i wear specs... i dress like country bumpkin... seriously.. some even commented mi as auntie... BUT im comfortable with my nerd look... haha..
i get super turn off with the idea of having to dress nice daily... as in .. im ok with everyday need dress nice.. but ... early in the morning at 7 am need to rush to sch ... still need to think of which top go with which bottom.. -.-! n... (someone even tell to wear light make up to sch daily to cover my pimples.. ) need to put make up.. is a girl thing u guys wun understand... but... yes.. to me is very cumbersome!
as a matter of fact, i like to dress nerdy n invisible.. so tt i can luff n play with my frenz... not attracting any attention ... since im already invisible , ugly , nerdy to most! u get what i mean? haha
n i think im doing my NYR2010! cuz im getting stuff i WANT for myself.. treating myself better... and slowly seem to ignore how others think of mi ( ok this part mayb not so successful yet, for NOW!)..
I wan carry on to be like this.. so tt the Fish n Sharon wun get corroded into the social norm world!
