Hi baby.
How was your day? Happy Halloweens. Hope your day was fine and well.
I went Ria Penyent again today.
I ordered happy soda! It made me happy, but the feeling was short lived. Knowing that things are never going to be the same anymore , even if I refuse to give up is so sad.
I no longer can request just a simple hug from you anymore, can I?
I no longer can tell or share my day with you anymore, can I?
I no longer can have you to rely on anymore, can I?
I know I'm living in denial. I know I'm leading an unhealthy (mentally) lifestyle. But I'm like a kid who lost something that meant a great deal to him. The reason for losing it is because he loves it too much. That is the exact reason why I can't let go.
