Feeling really unwell now. So pathetic of me to think of texting u.
If I'm a third person in this situation I would have scolded myself for even thinking about it.
All I could do now is just hug prince n bear thru the night alone, without you. Anyway, you have perhaps intended to exclude me from the start.
I watched "500 days of summer" the other day. It made me reflected our r/s. I talked to Ain the other day. It made me reflected even more. I came to the realization the It was a wishful thinking on my part. I have talked to more ppl Abt it. And they see it coming, that the r/s will end.
Why m I like the guy so blur n din see it coming at all? And foolishly allow myself to sink so deep in?
Now I'm trapped all alone and on my own. Even though some ppl(guys) appear helpful and caring, I'm afraid of reaching out. Cuz I knw I haven had a closure w u. I need to end it properly within myself. I dun wan to date another rebound or be someone's rebound.
A place where I will just be myself.
